Saturday, Sept. 11, 2004 | 1:09 a.m.

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No Guilt Allowed!!

Wow, I had no idea there was such massive guilt out there! I emailed the people I was wondering about before I posted in my journal -- it seemed like the right thing to do. And I've heard back from them -- and they're definitely not asshats. ::grin::

I also want to be clear... I am owning that I was making up stories about being ignored -- not that I actually was being ignored. See, the difference is like so -- there was a reality there, that I sent out some emails and didn't get a response. But the stories I make up about that, like being ignored, are just that -- stories -- until I confirm with the folks in question.

In this case, people are just busy and didn't have time to respond.

My post was more about... why I jump to that conclusion, you know, that I'm being ignored. There's some essential truth about myself there, like maybe that I feel worthy of being ignored, and that I see it even when it isn't really happening. And so, I need to work on that, to just relax and realize that I am important enough and people will get to me when they can.

My post wasn't about making anyone feel guilty, it was about working through my "stuff," so everybody, off the hook! No need to dangle there...

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