Saturday, Sept. 11, 2004 | 1:09 a.m.
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No Guilt Allowed!!
Wow, I had no idea there was such massive guilt out there! I emailed the people I was wondering about before I posted in my journal -- it seemed like the right thing to do. And I've heard back from them -- and they're definitely not asshats. ::grin::
I also want to be clear... I am owning that I was making up stories about being ignored -- not that I actually was being ignored. See, the difference is like so -- there was a reality there, that I sent out some emails and didn't get a response. But the stories I make up about that, like being ignored, are just that -- stories -- until I confirm with the folks in question.
In this case, people are just busy and didn't have time to respond.
My post was more about... why I jump to that conclusion, you know, that I'm being ignored. There's some essential truth about myself there, like maybe that I feel worthy of being ignored, and that I see it even when it isn't really happening. And so, I need to work on that, to just relax and realize that I am important enough and people will get to me when they can.
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