strangerlucy - 2004-05-07 13:01:18
today, i wrote a little about scars. i hope that one day your sorrows will heal to a scar, but it is too new, too big and too early. your decisions were made with love and the best intentions for your lovely jasmine, even though they must be the hardest choices anyone could face; i hope that knowledge will comfort you and help you one day erode the natural second guesses .
Amber - 2004-05-07 13:28:11
Monica- i just wanted to tell you that we love you very much. I hope that puts a smile on your face. Cause after last night you need that. We can't wait to see you guys in June. Love ya
waylon - 2004-05-07 20:21:22
I think about those "What Ifs" all the time. But I think you guys made right decision anyway. Those feelings I suppose will always be there. What ever you guys decide will be the right choice nomatter what you do. I love you guys and if there is anything we can do let us know.job,etc?
greenwitch - 2004-05-07 20:23:23
I have ritually burned "what if" more times than I care to admit. It keeps comming back. I have started to believe that "what if" is the demon that sits on the shoulder of those who love with a capital L. Washing "what if" with tears is good. Blessed Be.
Katherine - 2004-05-07 22:21:34
One of my favorite books, A Return to Love by Marianne Williamson, talks about the Mind. The Mind can be so evil, so mean spirited, so hateful. It's not your heart that's having those second thoughts, it's your mind trying to grab some my humble opinion.
Heather - 2004-05-07 23:38:13
Last night was a tough one for me too, but I did see something on TV that sent me there. Sometimes grief comes back as if it's new again. Other times, it's a twinge of memory or a sudden gasp for breath. Last night I grieved for both of us again. Today, I can see that even though I still have so many 'what its', I can't change the past. I can only change the present. I love you.

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